2 months postpartum

paola

I’m just so tired that my bf can’t even get me anything even though I’m giving him my damn card since his vegan can’t pay anything non vegan. I am going down hill that I’m not getting help from him and especially he always get mad n yell at me when his family are here and I’m living with him with his family I get so much embarrassed that he does that 😭 I’m so stressed out I clean I cook and get him everything n he can’t do the same I’m literally crying cause I’m not working and I waste a lot of money because I buy what I eat that his non vegan and I even buy his vegan stuff all groceries I had a lot money now I’m running out 😓 whenever I ask him to buy something like food cause I don’t wanna waste money cause I’m not working he says no you have money I like dude cause I’m not working I’m tryna save here but he doesn’t care. I feel like I need time away from him he always his damn phone especially on tiktok he never gives me attention but I’ve done everything for him but he can’t do that. I spoil him cause I love and be happy but he never spoil me for nothing never takes me to a restaurants or the movies and especially I have sinus infection allergy having almost a month and taking antibiotics not going away and I’m breastfeeding I just don’t know what to do 😭😭