I just had my engagement shoot and honestly I’m nervous to get my photos back. I’m not super overweight or feel like I’m ugly, but I feel like every time I see a pic of myself it’s no where near what I thought I looked like. My self esteem takes a hit and it’s hard to want to get my photo taken.

I want to feel more confident before my wedding and I have 9 months. I’ll diet and work out so I won’t let that part be the reason I feel uncomfortable. It’s like I suddenly freeze and do not understand my angles or do anything flattering when posing. I’m terrified I’m spending $1000 to have photos taken that I will hate. My photographer is sweet and will help me but what can I do to practice and build up my confidence? My fiancé is not comfortable in front of the camera either lol