Is it worth staying anymore?

We have been together for almost three years. We lived in an apartment and moved into a house. Ups and downs thru and thru. Watched each other become healthier mentally and physically. In December we lost our baby due to ectopic pregnancy. I recovered well from the physical aspects. Mentally I'm struggling. Some days I feel down and angry. We recieved medical bills in the mail. And it's not a crazy amount we have to pay out of pocket. Here's what happened. We agreed to pay half and half reasonable amounts for the bills. I did my half already. Until last night, I kept reminding him about the medical bills. My half is done. He voiced he may have to pay in for taxes because of his job. He agreed weeks prior to pay his portion. I got upset because he didnt stick to his word. Like we agreed. He became upset with me.

I dont have a problem with paying ALL the medical bills. What we went thru losing a baby together is what bothers me. It becomes intimate. We struggled during it so let's be reasonable and help each other out. Right? Help pay the bills. Get it out of the way.

Things didn't get better. It escalated. He left the house and I blew up his phone. Very poor of me. I went off about being reasonable and civil about paying a bill. Made me feel like I'm going thru the loss on my own. I left the house and sat in front of a psych ward for 45 minutes debating to self admit into the ward. Because the discussion lead me to feel alone and unsafe. I cried and cried. Its like he doesn't care. He only cares about the possible $7k he may pay in for taxes.

I got home and he was too. He asked me where I was. Because my location was off. I didn't lie to him. He proceeded to ask if I was at an apartment 🙄 like bro seriously. We started the discussion again and it got worse. I reiterate a statement he has said in the past and he got very upset and kicked me out of the house.

The house I make to feel like home, take care of his son and pay bills for. Ive told him to stop kicking me out. Has anybody dealt with this before? Is it worth staying anymore?