Feeling like blah

Alexandria

Has anyone else felt this way? This is my first pregnancy. Everyone around me seems more excited and happier then I feel. I’ve had two ultrasounds since then and it didn’t even phase me. The first time I saw the baby i looked at the screen and just said “okay” no emotion nor reaction. The second one was at 11 weeks and it looked more like a baby, was nice to see but still just kinda looked at the screen and nothing. Not sure if it’s because I’m miles away in Germany we’ll my husband the US but I feel wrong for not being excited and joyful. Is this normal? Has anyone else experienced this kind of feeling?