Vent post... how yall doing?

I think sometimes with all the chaos of the world we forget to check in on other so from one TTC mom to another how are you? I know this journey is hard and the lengths we go to get that positive are exhausting sometimes.

Today I tested 9dpo and I saw what I thought was a very faint line of the FRER so I bought another brand of pink dye test and again thought I saw that faint line so I bought another test (blue dye) and again another line so I followed it up with a cheapie and well I swear I saw it again. But the squinting the evap lines and indents have me seconded guessing my sanity. So I guess be thankful you aren't the physco who bought 4 different brands of tests in one day lol bless you all and baby dust to every single one of you!