Even when I attempt to be happy. Mind my own business. Lay low, but make my own decisions that please me. Someone from the pits of hell has to judge me. I’m expecting a child and someone reacted negatively about it because my partner opened his mouth to them. I hate his friends. My partner kisses his friends and coworkers asses, as they judge him and talk shit behind his back. The best part is he doesn’t even know how stick up for himself. Idk why I expect him to stick up for us (his kids and myself). I’m battling severe depression. Idk how to manage. When I express myself it’s “you’re being too much, you’re dramatic.” When I’m not saying shit and letting people shit fuck me over it’s “you’re allowed to defend yourself, don’t let people run your life, don’t care about what people think”. Fucking hypocrisy. But when people are judged they don’t just keep their head down they expect me to tho. Ugh rant over I feel like I can go on for years