So my boyfriend has a 6 year old little boy. I have been in his life for over a year now and me, the child, his bio mom, we all get along great and everything is perfectly playing out for our blended family. But lately Me and my boyfriend have been trying for a new baby, and I have been having some depression and anxiety issues when it comes to all of the negative tests I have been getting. I can’t help but to feel sad in this situation because I want to be a mom so bad like it physically hurts me to no end, and I look at my boyfriend doing things with his child for example: sharing “I love yous” back and forth, helping with homework time, getting to do all of the cool parent stuff and I’m just sitting here alone jealous because In the worst way I wanna feel those things. What do I do?