I need to rant just a little bit.

In a previous post, I was worried/nervous that I was pregnant again. The test came back negative.

But I’ve been fighting baby fever so hard recently and I feel awful. My fiancé knows that I want another baby and he does too, but he says we need to wait until we reduce my car note and/or until I get my raise that my boss is working on.

Yesterday was my approximate ovulation day, and while we’re having sex, I’m just super hopeful. I’m practically begging. But he pulls out and cums on me instead. I start crying a bit because I felt… disappointment?

He asks me what’s wrong and I tell him that I know I need to wait and that I need to get over my selfishness of wanting another baby. I think he feels sad or guilty, I’m not sure.

How can I get over this baby fever?