Just wondering, I usually wait a couple months before I become intimate with my partner.... And I've only had sex with 3 guys including my current boyfriend, and honestly, I've only been with him a little over a month. One weekend I stayed over his hotel since he came back home for work and we cuddled and watched dramas together..... Obviously one thing led to another and it all escalated rather quickly.... We talked about it and we both agreed that it was a bit soon, but we don't regret it...and I have to say, he's extremely passionate and I felt like I was on cloud 9.....it just concerns me. I've been in many relationships, only 4 serious ones (my last 2 ended very badly...) and I have to say, even though I met my boyfriend online, I feel that he's the one for me. I'm actually afraid to lose him. I realize that I'm only 19 which is still rather young to be 100% in deciding that I want to be with this person the rest of my life, but I don't see myself being with anyone else as of right now.