Don’t really know where to begin so I’ll just say it. Sometimes I feel like my family would be better off without me. I love my son and my boyfriend but sometimes I just get so overwhelmed I feel like I’m a bad mom and girlfriend. So I just feel like sometimes they’d be better off without me. I’ll think about it a lot and then think about that I don’t have life insurance so I wouldn’t be leaving anything for them which would make the whole thing pointless anyways. I have friends I’d talk to about this with but now that we all have kids and our own lives so I just feel like I can’t talk to them about this because we’re just not that close anymore. When I have these feeling I just feel like I have no friends really. Like I introduced my two close friends and they became friends which is great. But they go out and hangout and do fun family outings together while I’m just sitting at home doing nothing. I don’t know maybe I just need to vent or something but just don’t feel like I have anyone to vent to.