Missed miscarriage a month ago :(

Kelly • Pregnant with my 3rd child due 16 th of Feb I have a 3 year old daughter and in November 2015 I had a Mmc with my son 💙
I have a healthy 3 year old daughter but had a chemical pregnancy in April this year and was over the moon wen I got pregnant again at my 12 week scan I got told baby hadn't grown past 9 weeks and my baby had no heartbeat on the 12th of last month in devastated I wanted this baby more than anything and I want to try again but so scared, took a while to conceive this baby so scared it will happen again 😢