Rant Warning 😞

Feeling discouraged. Last month was the first month I took a pdg test. It appears it was pretty average on my levels but slightly on the low side. This cycle decided to introduce the proov progesterone oil for a little boost. I have been using it as directed and I am not seeing a change here. I know you are supposed to do the testing at 6-7 DPP but I wanted to be able to keep track of it from when I started to see how the oil was helping so I started at 4 DPP. I saw an increase in the beginning but now that I am getting into when it is supposed to peak it seems to be dropping. I have been experiencing pms symptoms like I normally do before my period but so I thought maybe I’m just dropping because of AF but it’s not due for another week. I know I am hormonal because I am crying all the time. Mood swinging like crazy. Cramps. Nausea. Nightmares. So it would seem my hormones are raging but the tests are low. It’s so frustrating. Always seems like everything is a countdown when trying to conceive. You wait ‘this long’ to take ‘this test’. Then ‘this long’ to try ‘that thing’. ‘This symptom’ can mean ‘this’ or ‘that’. I do it to myself but good grief. Just a rant but it’s tough when the tests we take to provide clarity result in more confusion. Trying to stay on the upside and have faith I guess I’m just feeling a little defeated. For all of you that read to this point thanks for hearing me out lol no one can fully understand it like someone that is going through the sane thing.