So my Husband and I are I think are almost over!! We have been married close to 5  years and he told me that when he was 17 God told him to marry another woman. They dated a while and she cheated on him and broke his heart. Now years later he meets me we fall in love and get married 41/2 years later. We have been having some hard times and he says he thinks about it when we're not happy. Of course I couldn't hold my composure tears immediately ran down my face. I am so hurt 😢😢 We have 2 kids and I do love him. I just am not sure I can live with knowing he thinks our marriage is a mistake. I said I would go stay at my moms for a while because all the fighting then I remembered Christmas is next week and I don't want to ruin it for the kids so I decided to stay. He's has been almost pushing me out the door trying to convince me to go! I'm not sure really what to think. He talks about divorce so much now and it hurts. He should have told me before I married him. I'm so confused mabe someone else can help! I still do love him and is willing to continue to work on our marriage, he says the samething but then he told me lastnight he don't think we will ever make it work.