5 weeks post partrum/ 3rd degree tear

Would I know if I ripped back open? Like would it hurt going to the bathroom or when I touched the area with toilet paper? I’m still getting pain sometimes when I move around and there’s still some sting. I’m too afraid to look 😅 I got checked at around 3 weeks and they said I was healing really good. Also the pain doesn’t feel like it’s where the stitches are but everything is so close together it’s hard to tell sometimes 🥲