When we found out I was pregnant, obviously I went to the doctor to get their opinion on continuing to work (I'm very high risk). They said for the health of the baby, and my mental health, the best thing would be bed rest. So we talked and agreed. It's been hard on both of us. Most days I don't like being touched (by anyone) and I know that really affects him. I try to reassure it's not him, I still love his company, I just don't want to be touched as my body is changing and most days it's uncomfortable. I try to keep my communication open, let him know what's going on. We've been together for a year, and I love him with all my being. I just recently found out he feels like he doesn't belong and that he's my personal bank... Which.. No? I just got accepted for EI so I can pay for things again (and I have been), on top of that I make sure the house is clean, dinner is cooked, etc. Lately I've noticed a massive change in his attitude, to the point it feels like I'm living with a roommate rather than my partner. Now I feel like I have to choose between the baby, and working. My heart and mental health can't deal with another lose, I know this deep down in my bones, but I also don't want to lose him. I just... I'm so loss, I've tried to get him to talk more about it, but he's shutting me out. I'm scared that I'm losing him. Majority of the time I don't feel comfortable in my body, and I have a constant fear that any day I'm going to miscarry. I try all the time to keep him in the loop with where my heads at, and I... I just... I don't want to lose the family I tried so hard to find...