I hate how unfair you are. I can’t be honest with you. You shut down and never let me in. 10 years together and it still feels like I’m on the outside. You don’t give it a chance to be vulnerable and just be fucking honest. I get how shitty you felt about hurting me but so what? I’M the one who’s hurt. You betrayed me and with someone I knew. And for what? I wouldn’t know cause all you say is idk or stay quiet. It’s frustrating and irritating and I feel like I’m being suffocated by your silence. You aren’t giving us a fair chance by shutting down and not saying anything.

Why are you doing this? Why’d you hurt me? After all we’ve been through, all I helped you with? We’re talking about starting a family and for what? Are you even truly in love with me? Cause if you were, you’d do whatever you could to stay loyal as fuck to me. But I see your commitment means shit to me. I’m done shedding tears for someone who CLEARLY doesn’t deserve it. But you know what karma’s a bitch and so are you.