Suggestions to deal with chemo side effects?

I’m writing this at 2:30am cause I feel like I’m in hell right now. Words cannot describe how I’m feel but it’s so bad I can’t move.

I feel I’ve been poisoned, so nauseous, life being sucked from body, acid reflux in throat. I’ve taken all meds they have given me, I just don’t think I can take on three more 5 day inpatients. I tell my drs something isn’t working and they don’t really listen, they messed up all my meds this time and I had to correct them. Im desperately looking for answers to help. I’m only 22 and have been bedridden since December. I have several other chronic conditions I’m battling along with this making it a lot harder.