Awakeing sex drive

Hi I have been in a relationship for like 5 years and I just got out the begining of this year it wasn't an easy relationship but I wont go into detail ... But the hole relationship was sexually one sided .. Im a nympho ... And he only wanted like scheduled sex 2 max 3 times a week so idk how to explain it I dulled everything and shut my feelings off ....well i found someone who is a little freaky not as freaky as normal me is and its like he has awakened that beast that was so calmly sleeping now I need it more of it all the time again and im scared to scare him away with my freakyness .... Is this normal or do i just sound bat shit crazy