Here's the deal...

My fiancé and I have been together for almost 4 years. During our first year together we expirenced a miscarriage.. Every since my cycles and body have not been the same. I would miss periods for months at a time. But about 8 months ago things stared to even out so, we actively started trying to conceive our Rainbow baby, but it just doesn't seem to be working out. I've have a few false alarms but never the real thing. Is there anyone else out there in the same boat? Help!!!