Hi guys I am a 29 year old mother of 3. I just need to vent. I had my son 2 months ago. I didn’t have a good delivery I have to have a emergency C-section because of my blood pressure. The next night I passed out 3 times in the hospital they ran all test and everything was normal it was just my blood pressure fluctuating. Ever since coming home I have been to the ER 4 times convinced I was having a heart attack. All tests they ran was normal. At ER I went off on the doctor because I thought they were lying they even ran a drug test because they thought I was on something . I wouldn’t stop until I saw a cardiologist who also cleared me and said I was fine. I know in the back of my mind it’s anxiety but I still believe something is wrong with me. I just want to be normal again I’m on buspar for my anxiety but it’s still overpowering my life. My heart rate is constantly up and so is my Blood pressure. I just don’t know what to do.