TW//// (abortion)

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We have two kids and yesterday we were both shocked when I took a test and it came up positive. We only had sex twice and I ended up getting very sick and admitted in the hospital for two weeks. The hospital took pregnancy test and they were all negative so when I was three days late we thought maybe it was just stress.

I’ve taken four test and all are positive. He wants me to get an abortion, even had me call and make an appointment but I don’t think I want to. The more I think about it the worse I feel even considering it but he’s so upset about the whole situation. I asked for a digital yesterday morning because I just couldn’t believe it. When I took it and it was positive he got mad that I even asked for it and that it’s still saying “pregnant”. He says it’s because of my health and we can’t handle a third baby but I just don’t think I can go through with it. I called my mom and she actually agrees with him, she doesn’t like him and thinks another baby would be too much. I’m trying to not let my emotions get in the way of the facts but I can’t stop crying. I never imagined this happening but I guess it really does take just one time to get pregnant.

I will talk to my doctor and see if he agrees that a pregnancy isn’t safe for my health and if he does then I’ll do it but if he says I’ll be fine to continue the pregnancy I want to keep the baby. I see babies as blessings and I just can’t emotionally and mentally handle doing an abortion.

I’m just scared and I don’t want everyone to be mad at me and resent me and the baby if I keep it.