Prolapse? No ovulation this month...
Hi ladies, I kinda just want to vent... Last night I broke down over the realization that I have a prolapse (not really sure which organ but sure it's prolapse.) This month has been so confusing for me... Ever since my last cycle, I thought I could have been pregnant because I have so many weird things going on with my body like extreme nausea, bloated belly, darkening linea nigra, lower back pains, swollen boobs, moody as hell, & even my freaking belly button is changing & is currently suck deeper into my belly & gotten smaller as well. I thought for sure that would mean I was pregnant & without even trying or <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android">tracking ovulation</a> at all... But I have been testing since March 8th... & they were all negative. Assuming it was too early for testing, I decided to start testing again this week & next week. Every test taken this week had also been negative with no line progression. I have also been checking my cm all month & no Ewcm ALL MONTH... As a matter of fact, I haven't even had clear cm period this month, just looks like leukorrhea. No changes in my symptoms beside the fact that my linea nigra & nipples are darker. I just don't understand... This week I noticed a bulge which can be nothing other than prolapse & I have never had children or any underlying diseases that would cause this... I have been doing pelvic floor exercise & they do seem to help but I doubt know why this is happening to me. The idea of having to give in one day & have a hysterectomy done, breaks my heart entirely... I have always wanted children & I am 24 years old... Im struggling with feeling like a woman today... I feel alone, depressed, & out of touch with myself. I feel undeserving... I feel regret for getting my hopes up, I feel stupid, ashamed, unattractive, & incompetent. Just wanted to vent, I have no one to really talk to about this. Please, if you have anything encouraging or positive to say at all, please do... I am usually a pillar of strength for myself & others... But today, I'm just going to lay in bed & cry...
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