it’s finally hitting me , ive been ttc for over 6 years and its hit me before but today i can honestly say im depressed, feel horrible for putting this on my husband its just so hard wen there’s nothing you can do , just have to vent out my feelings and thoughts ive been trying for so long an its like why even be a waste of space in this world its like i cant even be happy for everyone of my family/friends that have been blessed cus it puts me in such a dark place ann i just need help , if theres anyone that can share advice with me do so its 100 percent needed .