Just accepting that it happened

At 30 years old, I’ve just accepted/realized that I was in a sexually abusive relationship when I was 14… I feel ashamed, embarrassed, and sad.. I worry that it has had more impacts on me than I even realize. I can’t believe I am just now realizing the severity of what was happening to me.. I don’t really know what to say at this time, but I just needed to get it out.. 😢 I now have

A wonderful husband and two kids, but this realization kind of scared me.