I’m so tired of hearing abt baby’s and pregnancy’s and due dates my sister in law is due anyday and I have no interest to go and see a brand new baby I’m so over it I just don’t want to my friends are all pregnant and I have to sit here and pretend to be happy when they talk abt they’re appointments and pains and symptoms and plans and I also don’t wanna go baby shopping anymore how many times can I buy baby clothes until it’s for my baby I’m so tired of hearing ppl complain abt they’re pregnancy’s and I’m so tired of ppl asking me “ when are you gonna have a baby now” “ are you even trying” I’m so annoyed by everything I hate this and I hate having to question God I’m just so annoyed I’m so mad I’m so exhausted I would have been 6 months pregnant this month and the hardest thing is watching women with the same due date as me grow theyre baby bumps and I just can’t help but wonder what I did wrong why can’t I get pregnant I’m just so down these past couple of months I stopped trying I stopped caring I honestly am so numb to this situation I hate myself I hate my body I hate my life I hate trying I hate tracking I hate ovulation test and pregnancy tests and vitamins and pills and false positives I hate not having a baby every month