I'm 7+3 today with a planned and very much wanted baby. I've also had 8 previous miscarriages, so this isn't something I've decided lightheartedly. I started feeling nauseous right from the start, which then continued into vomiting day and night. Yesterday I was admitted to hospital to be out on a drip as I was very dehydrated. They gave me an anti sickness injection and sent me home with tablets to take for the sickness. They haven't worked, and neither did the ones my doctor had given me last week. I can't keep food or water down. I throw up day and night. My house is a mess. I can't hold a conversation. My son is autistic and is in tears several times daily because he thinks I don't want to be around him. I can't even brush my teeth without throwing up. It's hell. It's so weird how I was anti-abortion not so long ago, and yet here I am, looking it up, calling clinics and joining support groups. But I feel so scared because the clinic have said it'll be after Christmas when they can do the procedure. I just can't wait that long and I don't know what to do 😢 I'm never going to forgive myself for this. I deliberately got pregnant, and now I'm going to destroy the life inside me. How am I ever going to move on from this?