Out this month once again. Gutted.

Soo I’m out this month, again. Bummer. Had a rant not long ago about not being able to get pregnant so far. Still gutted not gonna even lie. They say sperm can live in your system upto 5days but clearly they die off as soon as they enter my body. Ramadan this month so baby making is out of it, no energy as it is with no sleep food etc. Soo next month it is. But, I am getting a kitten in 5 weeks time and that makes me super excited to see my 3 year bond with it and have someone to play around with. Might take the pressure off needing to make a baby like right now. Hope I’m making the right decision. Hmm rant over I guess.