Needing somebody to talk to

Tykil
My ex boyfriend had so many problems in the past but we never let that break us up ., but last winter he left me for some girl in the army ,, I had no clue what was going on .., they was togther for 6 months now they are married .., is it the benefits ? He say he love her but actions speak louder that words .., we still communicate like nothing happen ,like his not even married ,he said he love me and in my heart I feel like he do but leaving me for somebody and getting married I'm kinda salty about it ....