Well ladies, here I am staring at a stark negative on my 13th month of ttc. All medical tests came back fine for both myself and my husband and of course insurance didn’t cover them so we are now in debt for $1500 (we were told it would be covered). Here’s to month 14. I hope it’s the one. I can’t take much more of the constant negatives. I don’t even get excited anymore. I’ve stopped drinking, I’m taking all these supplements- been taking prenatals for a year and a half, Tracking like a mad woman with opks, taking Ubiniquinol, EPO up until ovulation, maca, coconut oil on belly button (please no hate for this one- yeah maybe it’s a crock of sh** but at this point I’ll try ANYTHING), had a Mayan abdominal fertility massage, drinking pink stork fertility tea for MONTHS, tried Conceive Plus lube, tried Pressed Lube, Bought an exercise bike and started exercising, stopped taking my ADHD medication for a while … I just don’t know what to do. I wish this was easy. I wish I could just have my baby now. I appreciate all advice and kind words, but please please ladies… please don’t tell me to “make it fun” or “don’t think about it” — at this stage, that’s impossible.

Feeling kinda down today. Any positive stories are welcome 😔😢💔

I wish you all the best if you’re out there trying too my friends. This monthly let down is not for the faint of heart 💔

May we all have our Miracles soon. 💕