I've been TTW for several months now, and fiiinally got in to a preconception appointment today!

And, really, the doctor didn't tell us anything we didn't already know - a pregnancy will be high risk for me because I have May Thurner syndrome and have gotten blood clots in the past. She said we should avoid pregnancy until I can see a specialist & that my pregnancy needs to be very planned...

Like, I knew all of this, but I really really wish I could just wing it... I've actually gotten so much more comfortable with the idea of getting pregnant these last few months because we'd been kind of trying and just relaxing and it didn't happen right away.. Now, with the "it has to be very well planned" I'm just feeling overwhelmed again...