Every time my SO Pulls out I feel like I die a little, I'm never as happy after sex mood wise when he pulls out ... Sometimes I don't even feel satisfied even if I do come it's just like it's not the same when he comes in me, even he says it's not the same since I been off bc (it made me extremely depressed so I had to come off of it) and now he's afraid to come in me even when it's not even my fertile week or even before my period is due. I can show him all my calendars to show I won't get pregnant any time soon and he still won't come in me. It's like my mood is so hurt and I feel so u loved when he doesn't vs. When he does it's just a weird feeling I feel like I'm a one night stand or he's cheating on someone with me so he has to pull out or something...that's probably a bad example but I don't know how else to explain it