Basically I cannot get over my ex what's so ever ! Just always reminded of him, we are still friends and it's really hard I just wanna tell him how much I love him! He still makes me laugh and gives me butterflies, sometimes I actually forget I'm not with him. I was with him for a long time and I can't describe how it was. Had my best days and the worst days with him. I've tried moving on I really have but its not easy but if I'm honest it's like I'm not even trying I don't wanna move on. I'm not interested in talking to anyone else or anything, just him. We started off as best friends and I was with his other friend but just being around him made me fall for him. Things didn't start falling apart when he started working and even worse when he took over his dad's business. He would make me laugh so much it would hurt for days and I haven't had anyone else make me feel like that for a while. It's just the silly things that made me love him even more. Like when laying in bed I'd flick his bottom lip and we both laugh. We would be eating and I'm not gonna lie I'm a bit of a pug and he would say omg your putting me off my food but we would both laugh cause that's just so us! I was me around him and I wouldn't of changed it for anything. We are both still single and I want him back more than ever but I don't know if he feels the same? We still talk everyday even if it is for like 5 minutes, we try see each other when we can. I can truly say I love him.