So I am almost 18 weeks pregnant with baby #3. I have started to feel him moving… yes I said he. This is my first boy, my two others are girls. I’ve wanted a boy for so long… but I don’t feel as connected with him, at least not yet. Don’t get me wrong I am super excited and extremely happy, but… it’s hard to actually put my finger on how I’m feeling.

I’m wondering if I had hyped it up so much in my head now that I finally have a boy, I’m not living up to the hype, you know?

Has anyone ever felt like this?