Fantasy!!

Okay I know this may be a little weird but I a have this fantasy that I'm not sure how to tell my other half I want...  I want to watch another guy give him head while he eats me out!! I would even love for him to fuck the other guy but I know that's prob going to far:/ but I really want to watch another man give my hunny head!!! Anyone else have fantasy that you are scared to tell you hubby??