Can I allow myself to be excited?

Hello ladies,

So... My period is due in 2 days and I took a clear blue test this afternoon (because I was peeing a lot) and it was a BFP!! (I cannot physically communicate to you the shock) because we were told conceiving naturally would be a no go.

So I did the other test in the pack and that was a BFP!

In absolute disbelief I went to morrisons to get another different pack of clear blue in case they were false positives and this one also came back positive.

My husband and I have been trying for 5 years! And we've had failed rounds of IVF... I'm just absolutely terrified to let myself be excited because I'm not "passed" my period due date yet.... And with IVF I have learnt that good news never lasts for long.

Do you think I'm being silly? Literally haven't even told my husband yet in case 🤦🏻‍♀️❤️