I just don't...

Sarah❤️
I swear, it literally seems like EVERYONE I know is getting pregnant or having babies. I work in a restaurant and I'm not even kidding when I say half the staff is pregnant. But then here I am, with a husband with a good paying job, money saved up, we both have running vehicles, and we have our life together ready for a baby, and I'm on month 19 of trying. Then I have to see these girls who are either 
1. Addicted to drugs
2. Just had a baby
3. Still live at home with mom and dad
4. Are 18 or younger and aren't sure who the daddy is 
5. Can't even support themselves, let alone a baby 
And they're all pregnant. I'm ready to throw in this towel and say forget it. It's not fair. I've lost 3 beautiful angels and these people are anot to have babies? I just don't understand it all. I'm feeling VERY heartbroken tonight. In the past week there have been 5 more of them to come out and say they're pregnant. I literally work with 17 pregnant girls and my little sister is pregnant, and my sister in law is pregnant. I don't understand. 😭💔😭💔