Birthday blues

So it’s the night before my 25th birthday I’m currently pregnant. I’ve been so down all day. I’ve been crying all night. Just thinking of my great grandma who passed and also how my life is going to change. On top of that my boyfriend doesn’t have anything planned tomorrow I thought he’d at least tell me to get ice cream or something. But instead he is going after work to his families house because his cousin just came from Cuba. I understand he hasn’t seen him since little, but we could’ve gone maybe on Sunday. I just don’t want to spend my birthday with his family as I kind of don’t like them… He does have a little vacation planned this weekend and I am so grateful for that, but I don’t know why this all made me so emotional.

Update: he forgot my birthday..