Am I really jealous?

𝓕𝓸𝓻𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻&𝓐𝓵𝔀𝓪𝔂𝓼 • Married: O7.27.2O13❣ Baby Boy: O8.O4.2O19👶
My husband and I have been together since highschool (age 17-19) were currently 25 & 27 .. we got married in 2013 and everything has always fallen into place. I have a really good job - he struggled a little but together we made it work out. Now he's doing great and as a couple we just bought our dream home we've been looking for since we got married. However, last year in Sept I had a miscarriage and since then I've started to make life style changed. We're moving in to our new house tomorrow and I'm completely over the moon but just sucks bc everyone around me keeps surprising us with their pregnancy announcements. Please don't get me wrong, but I'm happy with all I've got - I have more than I could ask for, more than people my age but when ever anyone tells me their pregnant it just hurts a little ? My husbands best friend just told him his wife's pregnant and my husband didn't tell me bc he feels I still haven't gotten over what happened last year. I'm happy for everyone around me but it's something on the back of my mind at all times - people who just got married are pregnant.. people who didn't want to get pregnant are pregnant and nagging about it.. honestly speaking I have no idea where I'm going with this just needed to vent ......... sigh