Let me preface by saying. I have a good life, I have a great husband and two amazing young kids, but I still feel angry/sad/upset about the last year of life…

I have had three miscarriages in the last year. One of which happened at 15 weeks and I was absolutely blindsided by it bc my pregnancy was going perfectly (blood tests, u/s, NIPT etc). Despite doing the anora test on the fetus and extensive tests on myself, I never got an answer as to why my baby boy’s heart stopped.

I’ve had 2 more miscarriages (3 total) since then. I am know pregnant again and scared to death. I don’t know if I can handle another miscarriage. I did Hcg test and at 3 weeks 6 days it was 77 and then 48 hours later it was 232. I wish that I could feel better and more confident in those numbers, but my last pregnancy the numbers were perfect and I lost that one.

Does anyone have some success stories? I’ve had every single test you can imagine done on myself the last year to make sure everything is ok on my end. I’ve been told I’m having horrible luck. Thanks in advance…