Why do I want his baby??

So it’s important to state, I’ve never wanted children, specifically biological, adoption I’m okay with.

I’ve never found it necessary in life, and just never saw myself being a mom. Had pregnancies also run in my family. I’ve had relationships end as my partner was insisted I give him a child whether I wanted to or not.

Obviously that one ended for more reasons too 😅

Anyway I’ve been dating this guy for almost two months. He has a massive breeding kink, I do as well, but his is insane. He’s even stated he had thought about what I’d look like pregnant.

Since dating him and becoming more sexually active with him, i can’t stop thinking about it, going as far as begging him for a baby.

Tho the line may have been crossed by us as I took an antibiotic that killed my pill for a month.

Long story short, after a condom and pulling out, my boyfriend lost his self control after hearing me begging and begging for a baby and came inside me, like deep deep inside.

We have agreed to wait till marriage for a baby, or at least be engaged.

And to clarify this is not a baby trap on either part haha. We havnt even said I love you, the kink is just too strong, plus this dude would make such a great dad.

*to clarify, our kink will not be the reason a child is brought into the world. We plan to use protection after this until my pill is back in commission.

I’m not pregnant, and we have discussed in the past that if I do become pregnant, he will stay by me no matter what I choose. However we have no intention of having children any time soon.