I’m currently 5 weeks and 4 days pregnant. Had a loss that I’ve never really fully recovered from and was shamed for by my own family (parents) shortly after the loss my grandpa passed away. The anxiety I feel with each new cramp is terrifying as I know stress is bad. I don’t have an ultra sound for another 4 weeks and the wait is slowly eating me up inside. I don’t feel safe confiding in my parents. My partner does his best to reassure me but I’ve never felt more alone in my life. I really don’t know what to do with this anxiety, I can’t afford therapy at the moment as I’m trying to save up for the baby. This is a lot to take in, and not knowing if the baby is viable or doing okay really scares me. I really need advice, support, and words of comfort at the moment. I’m only 21 and I’ve had two miscarriages one being from a SA. Anything to just help put my racing mind at ease.