I just want to cry, I’ve had enough, I’m crippled with SPD, can barely stand up, just to walk around or go up the stairs. Get up from the couch. Anything just cripples me in pain and is so much effort, I’m so tired, I’m fact I’m exhausted. We’ve just moved house a few weeks ago and have got things going in the right direction and settling in, my boyfriend does absolutely nothing. No housework, he leaves a trail of destruction in his wake. I’m constantly tidying up after him because I don’t want to live in a trashy and dirty house. I want it to be nice for our little one. I do all the cooking all the cleaning all the laundry. He treats me like I’m his maid. I don’t know how much more I can cope with. I try to get him to do stuff to help me out, he throws it in my face and says I’m not disabled and now that I don’t work (we’re in the uk) and maternity pay is crap and we have a lot of outgoings. He says that it’s the least I can do as he foots most of the bills and money. He’s bought nothing for our child. Always fling lit with his friends or buying new clothes, I have nothing new and none of my clothes fit me since gaining pregnancy weight. I never have anything and. Even have to go to my parents for money for food or utilities because he wastes so much money on stuff he doesn’t need or going out or weekends away with his friends and gambling. I’m just fortunate that my parents have literally got us everything we could possible need for the baby. He constantly teases me about being fat. Hasn’t come near me or touched me in since I got pregnant!! So nearly 9 months. I suppose I’m just venting, I’m so miserable. I’ve tried to bring everything up but it hows in one ear and out the other. He never ever considers me or my feelings. I don’t k ow what to do. I feel like I’m on the verge of a mental break. I even considered going to midwife or hospital and just saying I’m so exhausted please help me 😓 just to get a rest from every hut. I only gave up work two weeks ago and it was a challenging role on my feet 12 hours ago. I’m supposed to be resting and getting ready for baby but it’s literally impossible. I need a break 😩