Insecurities

I’m so insecure this pregnancy I have no idea why. I’ve ALWYAS been a little heavier than I’d like to be, I’ve never been super over weight but I had finally got to my smallest ever and then boom pregnant, I’m super blessed because it’s a boy and that’s what I wanted. I just feel like I’m gaining in horrible places like my arms etc, and now I’m pregnant all summer and idk what I’ll wear or do. I’m currently hiding myself inside lol. I’ve never felt so horrible in my life! 😭😭😭 how does this get better does it go away? Ugh. Damn backrolls too!