cant orgasm 😭

hii okay so i have only had a few sexual partners and i have had multiple sexual interactions with each of them but i have yet to climax or orgasm and if i’m being honest, i’m not too sure if i can even make myself climax. what i mean is that i don’t really squirt at all and i don’t know if that’s normal or anything. sometimes when i’m pleasuring myself i’ll feel a rush of adrenaline and then i’ll feel tired after but it’s never a big deal. is that what an orgasm is supposed to be like?