So me and my husband have been having problems for the past few months to the point where I feel like ending my life and I feel like I’m gonna sound crazy or dumb but I don’t care at this point because I already get told that every day by every one even my husband he constantly gets pissy at me and it could be over something so little but if he doesn’t approve of it than I’m stupid and a bitch or whatever he wasn’t to call me and keep in mind our relationship has been great up until the last few months he’s been lying and saying so many hurtful things to me and all I want is to make it work but he tell me I’m the one ruining the relationship but that’s not the whole reason I’m writing this post I’m writing it because I want help and just want to figure out what I can do in our relationship to make it better but the only way i keep thinking is it’s gonna make it better is by killing my self and yes I get medical help I have a therapist and I’m on medication but now I’m at the point where it’s not working and maybe getting some outside help from that would be good because I’m starting feel at this point I have no one to talk to not even my own mother cares about my feelings anymore she tells me I’m to crazy for her and that she says since I constantly text her no matter what it is that she has to block me here and there because I’m so fucking annoying, so now I’m feeling all my options are to end it and be over with everything since I’m a burden on everyone and at this point life will be better with out me .