Every since my 18th birthday i’ve been feeling so old and it sucks. I’m 19 now and I feel so old. I hate how 2 years ago I was just a “young girl” and now I have to be a woman. My friends are having babies, going to bars & my boyfriend works an adult, office job.

2 years ago I was making friends at my new highschool & now I have to be a grown up and it sucks so much. I’m so tired of feeling old. I hate being an “adult”. I hate how people expect me to grow up & I hate how I didn’t have a graduation, prom or a debut. :(

I feel like everyone my age is moving on & going to clubs but I just want to have slumber parties & have “clean” fun.

I didn’t know graduating highschool means being an adult & im so scared and sad

I guess this is mostly a rant so please don’t comment mean things