Prayers/ baby dust needed

Hi all, I just need to vent/ ask opinions! I miscarried in March and am hoping for a positive this month! AF is anticipated in 5 days but sometimes it’s off with the app since I’m not always super regular on when it starts. I’m having some spotting, nausea and a little cramping… Anyone think I could maybe be hopeful it’s pregnancy or is it just likely my period? I took a test and it was negative but I wonder if I’m just too early too tell if this is implantation bleeding?!? 🤞🏻🤞🏻 We want this so bad so it makes it that much harder!