Is this really it ? πŸ™πŸ˜Ÿ

Been TTC for awhile and I tested yesterday this came up first response faint line 2 clear blues says pregnant I took a clear blue apart to see if it is really positive πŸ₯Ί and looks pretty 2 blue lines πŸ’™ I always tested negative and been emotional broken. Please God tell me this is are not false positive πŸ™ πŸ₯ΊπŸ˜° don't want to put my hopes up like other times when I tested. Ladies what do you think? This is my first baby hopefully 🀞. I am shaking please is this what I think it is ??? πŸ˜°πŸ‘ΆπŸ‘Ά sorry I'm just in a state of shock I am still processing if this is it .. πŸ™πŸ˜° am scared AF can be here anytime cause my breast hurt like every month when she shows up ..