Im confused

jas

Hi, im 17. had pms syptoms took a test came back positive. days later started bleeding light then got a little heavy like a period. not so heavy but not so light. a day later I am experiencing clots. along with a little cramps. please tell me there is hope. i didn’t tell my mom yet so I can’t get any help at the moment. but I’ve been crying my eyes out feeling helpless. & I will not tell my mom so idk what to do