I really can't be with my boyfriend anymore and I realized that at 330 this morning. I've been really nauseous and sick for almost a week (going to take a test by myself today ) and my BF wakes up early for work and I guess I accidentally woke him up as I was getting sick. one of our cats started playing with him while he was trying to get back to sleep and got pissed and through the bathroom door as I'm puking I hear him saying this is my fault and I should just go see a fucking Doctor. Ever since I've been sick he's been nothing but an annoyance to me. he never helps me never makes sure I'm feeling well. never checks up on me during his breaks. I'm just realizing I can't be with him let alone raise a child with him if I am pregnant. his parents are in town this week and staying with us for Christmas so I have to put on a face and suck it up for another week but I just wish I could leave now...